.....brrraaaiiiiiinnsss.....

mood: uncomfortable
music: 'soma' by the smashing pumpkins

today was an odd day for me. i dunno why, i just feel weird today. i hate these days. they make me feel so out of place.

oh btw, a friend of mine informed me that it's hitler's birthday. he would've been 115 today. too bad he sucked so much, he was a really powerful leader and a charismatic speaker. on a side note, he was also a pervert and a closet homos.exual. and i also thought it was kinda ironic that his birthday is in spring, the season of life.

anyways, enough about mass mur.dering anti-Semites. today i was reading this story about a g.irl who dies and is brought back to life through the wonderful dark art of necromancy. so she comes back as a zombie, but for some reason, she's got morals, which doesn't quite make sense to me. (why does she become the only zombie in history to think for herself?) she tries her best to fit in with normal people. she gets a job and pays the bills, and she starts to assimilate herself into society. people are even so polite as to not point out that she's about as tan as an albino snowman and just about as warm. well, it doesn't last very long after that, as she eventually goes insane as her zombie instinct starts to order her to messily consume the brains of the nearest human being. eventually she gets ki.lled by one of her best friends. i felt so sorry for her. she put so much effort into becoming more like the people around her, but eventually, she couldn't escape her true self. of course it was supposed to be a comedic work, but hey, you know me, always over analyzing and overreacting to everything under the sun.

wouldn't it be fun, though, to live as a zombie, but still be able to think for yourself? all you'd have to worry about is who's next on the menu. i'd probably have a ton of fun thinking up a list that might benefit the world by taking some of the more incompetent persons out of the gene pool while getting myself a healthy nutritious meal. 'brainfood' if you will. har har.

here's some e.e. cummings poetry, just because i'm bored and he kicks ass:

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af
fa

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one
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iness


---Goei---