mood: geeky music: 'her.oin' by the velvet underground

i just realized something. call me morbid, but i think the greatest act of flattery is probably putting a hit out on you. i mean, it's all relative and different situations may put different spins on it, but you know you're important when someone wants to risk being put in jail for one of the most evil things you can ever do just to get rid of you. it would make me feel so special if someone ever bothered to risk that much just because of what i'm worth or something that i did that had so much impact. of course, i'd eventually be de.ad too so that might spoil it a bit.

---Goei---