mood: blah music: 'funkytown' by lipps inc.

blood pressure is at an all time low at around 4am. but don't worry, i'll make sure to be weary of light-headedness and vertigo.

well the weekend so far seems to be going better than i had planned. (might i refer to my theory regarding pessimism.) SAT II's called for an essay on making choices, so i wrote of a metaphorical path with innumerable forks symbolizing decisions... somewhat a la Robert Frost. i hope the english teachers grading that thing see past the quasi-plagiarism and eat the poetic value right up.

there was a really nice moon out last night: full and low to the horizon, making it huge and yellow too. i saw it while i was out with a few friends. of course, as soon as i mentioned anything about the night sky, they replied with awkward silence. it's as if they think that each time i throw the slightest glance upwards, i enter some weird reflective state and have to remain untouched to reach nirvana-like status.

*sigh*

well my friend's sister seems to think that two things come out of my mouth when i speak: 1) trivial facts, and 2) depressing statements regarding my past. and so, she made it her job to play an invisible violin everytime i utter a monosyllabic noise. i actually think it quite amusing. how many people do i need to have following me to legally have a 'posse'?

enough. i've been awake for almost 21 hours, and that's way too much for a saturday night/sunday morning. humans + no sleep = bands like deerhoof (go ahead, if you can find them, look up the lyrics for a few of their songs. you'll see what i mean.)

---Goei---

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