mood: cynical
music: 'atrocity exhibition' by joy division
today i got to talk with a friend who i hadn't spoken to for a while. she's just starting her first year in college at san diego state. later on, after our convo drew to an end, i realized how old i felt. holy crap, i'm not even an adu.lt yet, but i already feel so old. i remember being in grade school thinking about how far off high school was. and i remember being a freshman in high school, thinking about how far off college was. now i'm a senior and college applications are due in less than 3 months. just that word that describes my class level: 'senior'. that's enough to back up my point. i'm too young to know how young i am.
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sorry, i've got a stupid filter on my computer. my dad put it there ages ago so i couldn't see those dirty words like "adu.lt" and "gla.mour". but you can see i try my best to defy the system, literally. because of the filter, my internet experiences have all been pristine and pure... *cough*
I always wondered what those periods were for. I thought it was some new underground thing that I was too old to understand ;>
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