mood: ironmusic: 'desaparecere' by deerhoof

i am afraid of everything. i fear the 'one times's, the 'many times' and the 'never's. i fear what happened, is happening, and what will happen. i fear the beginning, and the end. i fear the climax, i fear the anti-climax. i fear my angels, i fear my demons. i fear my heart, i fear my soul, i fear my mind, i fear my body. i fear because i can. i fear because i shouldn't. i fear because i am and because i am only what i am.

---Goei---