mood: envious music: 'in a silent way/it's about that time' by miles davis

ugh. what a dreadfully long day this has been.

i had an ok day at school today, but i think it's one of those occasions where i think too much about some things. that always seems to happen to me. when i think about 'things', for lack of a better word, i start to get really down. it's just a truth of life i suppose. (if you think i only update this thing when i feel like crap you'd probably be right. it's those feelings that make me want to write.)

i've got almost no homework, though, and that's something i can be thankful for. there's just one thing left for me to do and trust me it's a big one. a final project actually. for the hobbit. a book which i did not read. and am required to write a 5 verse song along the lines of. dammit, what a deep deep hole i've seemed to dig myself into. procrastination ki.lled the... uhh.... everything. yeah...

whatever. these days make me feel empty. not in the 'drained of energy' way, though. more in that 'uselessness' line of thinking. but that's a feeling meant to be logged in a different notebook. (yes, i do keep another notebook for the more private subject matter. and no, you won't be seeing it... that is unless i become really famous and/or de.ad. *insert reference to kurt cobain's journals here*)

---Goei---