mood: overpowered music: 'swallow' by my bloody valentine

i wish this was all over. i look and feel disgusting. i have a few blisters in my throat, so it hurts when i swallow, but i need to eat before taking my antibiotic, so i've got to force a few bites down.

after going to the doctor yesterday, he gave me a prescription and said that i was supposed to come back next monday to see if everything had gotten better at least. monday seems so far away.

i don't know if she's just playing off of something she heard somewhere, but my mom says that the scabs will stay on my body for a month afterwards. that got me really disappointed. i can barely stand to look at myself in the mirror.

i don't know how i'm going to pass the time. lately i've been taking enough medicine to put me to sleep for a while, so that's one solution.

---Goei---