mood: elatedmusic: 'sugar' by my bloody valentine

you can take your life and destroy it. disassemble it into a hundred thousand different pieces. put it back together. then fuck it up again.

inhale and exhale the rest of your life through charcoal filters and glass pipes. chew through the fuzz, eat through ennui. disappear and appear again.

nap after nap, dream after dream. you never need to see the world. sip and watch the world fly by, faster than your childhood, faster than your teenage years, faster than death can meet you at your doorstep.

you can drift across the asphalt jungles of the world, dripping with the belief that your cup of joe held the only morsel of ambrosia; that now, forever in your morphine drip of a headrush you have the secret to life. the key to wellness. the key to happiness.

never miss a moment and never skip a heartbeat. never win, never lose, never stay the same.

the stars will fall from the sky like my hand to hers and never will we forget who we are and why we are.

you can live a lie until it becomes the truth. you can live the truth until it becomes a lie.

and in the end nothing else matters except that which you thought mattered most in the beginning anyway.

---Goei---