mood: dreamymusic: 'lost cause' by beck

today is a day of uncalledfor sadness. it's a feeling that i can only feel when i'm not talking to somebody. it's a mood that yearns for the swelling glow of cheap christmas lights like last year's dormroom. it doesn't quite make sense to cope with more sadness does it? it's like giving drugs to an addict, or telling someone anorexic that they're fat. it just isn't a good idea. duh. but the truth is that sometimes you just want the music to make you feel worse off than you really are. you want those words to get their reverb bouncing between the dull glow of those shitty lights a million times before hitting you. and for some reason it feels like justice.

---Goei---