mood: blank
music: 'here comes the summer' by the fiery furnaces
this last week has been trying. a seemingly neutral handful of days speckled with intense fits of 'bad days'. for a while i was almost completely alone in terms of the presence of good friends. andres and kristy went camping for a week, sergio's in italy until this saturday, chris and allison went north to yosemite to visit his father who lives there, and christian spent 4 days or so in palm springs with katelyn. which leaves me, broke and bored, calling people that i barely know. i don't mind it too much, but i just couldn't escape the awkwardness.
doobie took me to a couple of free midnite movies, since he works at a movie theatre, which was nice, since the only way i'd watch those movies are if they're free. i spent some time with akino and noreen just sitting around spending time in grocery store parking lots and such. according to christian that what they're best at. sadly, i'm good at it too.
sometimes it was too much to handle, and i'm sad to say out of the last 8 or so days, i've gotten wasted 4 times. it's not something i'm proud of, but i'm fairly glad i made that choice. sometimes sublimation is the most effective. most times it's not, though.
maybe this post will end the stint of the monstrous bipolar week of doom. or maybe it was going to until i wrote that and now it'll last another week. thanks universe.
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